The world hates me!

I had a mental break down at work yesterday (my friend called it an Anxiety Attack). I went to work for 30min and I started crying and crying and crying, I couldn’t work at all so I called my friend to cover me last night.

How to say, all the sudden the whole world is against me...first I got stuck at my current job and have heard nothing from my job applications so far. Then I was abused by a customer last night which made me want to leave my job even more! Yesterday morning (this is the funny one..) I tried to wax my upper lip but end up pulling a layer of skin off as well. As you can imagine I have a big wound around my upper lip, I looked like I have a layer of Milo on my mouth. Having absolutely no desire to go to work, I still went and I knew I looked ridiculous! Being so self conscious, I felt so ashamed to look at the customers. On top of that, as I was biking to work, I biked pass 2 students. As I biked pass one of them, he bend down towards me and shouted right in front of my face. I had such a fright I almost fell off my bike!

So...what's wrong with my life?

Anyway, I'm still glad that my friend was willing to take over my shift even though she has a test today. Chris also came to pick me up and gave me lots of comfort. I'm just totally embarrassed and I have decided to resign from my receptionist role and focus on looking for another job.

Kate is looking after my face at the moment, thanks to her vitamin E oil the wound healed really quick (although still look horrible...) I need to put some make up on to cover that up before I go to work today...